Na me fuck up!

 I almost dialed your number. The issue here is not about letting down my guards, it is about if you ever care about them!!!

Of what use is it dialing your line just to hear you say “I’m sorry” sorry can’t fix my hypertensive spirits, won’t fix my insecurities and questions I’ve been asking including the one about if iood enough”

I want to call and scream and have you beg. I want to hear you say, how empty your life has been without me in it, how you couldn’t eat, socialize or even continue with business calls.

I want to know the damage I’ve caused since the day I blocked you. I want you to ask questions as to how you should fix it( if you ever care to) I want to see you in Kaduna, front of my gate, begging the security to let you in cause you are sure I will want to see you

I want you to switch on notifications on my tweet, on my insta stories, on the spaces I host, on everything I post.

I want you to want me.