23

 

Shayo na bastard. I should have stayed home that night. I had no business dancing on top tables like a frog, or staring at you like a nice molded pounded yam. I just wanted to get pounded by you. 

You must have said something about my dance steps to your friends, he is pointing and you are laughing. I'm sure you want the same thing from me too, that is why at each interval you keep turning to check who is dancing with me. You keep coming back even though we keep missing the steps. I'm an alpha female. I never hide my feelings (urges) So when my hands reached your trousers I decided to blame it on the second bottle of origin. Who am I even deceiving? The average bottle I have on a good day is 5, but you don't know that. Cause I give a deceiving personality. I can easily pass for an anointed virgin.

 I tried all I could to get you to follow me to the toilet, the car, or home. But you refuse. I give up. 

I'm about my business today, scrolling through Instagram, I see your picture pop up, you are wearing white shorts and a baseball shirt with the number 23 on it. 256 butterflies curl up together to create a nuisance in my belly. Damn my pride. I'm texting you and you are replying, you say you have been searching for me, our replies are fast, and I know you lied. I dropped all the hints as to where you will find me the other night, I think you are not a “one-night stand man”’ maybe you have a girlfriend, I don't even care, I just want a piece of you. I'm trying my best again. This time, I'm blunt, I'm telling you that I want to know how you moan and how fast you come, you are saying with me you won't last for a second, I'm smiling, my legs are scattered around the wall, I'm anxious I cant wait to see you. 

You insisted on a talking stage, I decide to lie, I don't care about a relationship, I just want one nightstand, I said I will block your number after we have sex, I said everything untrue, you are wasting my time, I Don't care about your best color, your Bestfriend, the school you went to, or your favorite food. I just want to have you every day till I Don't. 

You want to wait till you fall in love, I fell in love with you the first time you walked into the club with your shorts, you want to take it slow, I don't have time, you want to give me the world, I'm satisfied with you, you want to be your best version, I Don't care the versions I just want you.

You invited me over, you didn't touch me, I lost my patience again, I begin to touch you, you keep pushing me away, I'm manipulating you with tears, you fall for it, you reach out for my breast, you draw it like a cup and begin to drink from it, you kiss my lips, you put your fingers in my mouth, I remove it and placed it on my pants, I'm wet, you scream, you look at me to be sure, I look you dead in the eye and say “have me” you obey, we are going on and on, I'm screaming, you are pressing my mouth to keep quiet. I Don't know how to keep quiet. You smile, you keep smiling, you can't imagine it. We are done both smiling. I'm accomplished I want it again. 

You ask me when is my birthday. I reply when it's yours? We both reply “November 23rd, 1995”